Field Blog #17

On Tuesday, I went to my sponsor as usual. I was there at 1100 am., since is early I get to spend more time with my sponsor becasue the rush hour is mostly in the after noon. She was waiting for me and she was excited when I told her that I will be there for the whole day or you could say most of the morning. She told me that today I was not going to be with her instead I was handed to Barbara( a co-worker). That Barb was going to show me how to tease hair and use roller sets. She also told me that I was going to try it and see how dose it feels. I watch closely as Barb was teasing and older women's hair. She was working with two women and in one of those women she was also doing a perm. I got to see how does a perm start and finish. The solution that she put in the hair was strong and I felt dizzy since. It also upset my stomach and did not wanted to eat all day. After about two hours Marti ask me about how I felt and now a days, most people do not tease their hair and if they do they use heating curlers instead of rollers sets. I did learn so much this day and did not wanted to leave but I need to go get my daughter and go home.

"My favorite song" #12

Mil y una historia me he inventadopara estar aqui...aqui a tu ladoy no te das cuenta que, yo no encuentro ya que hacer.Se que piensas que no he sido sincerose que piensas que ya no tengo remediopero quién me iba a decirque sin ti no se vivir...Y ahora que no estas aquime doy cuenta cuanta falta me haces.Coro:Si te he fallado te pido perdónde la única forma que séabriendo las puertas de mi corazónpara cuando decidas volver.porque nunca habrá nadie que pueda llenarel vacío que dejaste en mihas cambiado mi vida, me has hecho creceres que no soy el mismo de ayer..un dia es un siglo sin ti.Mil y una historia me he inventadopara demostarte que he cambiadoya lo que pasó pasó, rescatemos lo que nos unióque todos aprendemos de nuestros erroressolo yo te pido que ahora me perdonespero quién me iba a decirque difícil es vivir...Y ahora que no estas aquíme doy cuenta cuanta falta me haces.Coro:..porque nunca habrá nadie que pueda llenarel vacío que dejaste en mihas cambiado mi vida me has hecho creceres que no soy el mismo de ayer...cuanta falta me haces...

Emotions toward Sponsor # 11

Who will be my perfect sponsor? Well, my sponsor in my opinion is the best person that I could encounter in my life. She has taught me a lot during this time. She has been a friend and a sponsor at the same time. We even have the same last name. We have been shopping for the supplies that I will be needing for my final project. So far she has not told NO for anything. She is always smiling, and has a great sense of humor. The girls that she works with are great; they tell you everything about trimming hair and their experiences as well as the schools they have attended. This is the best experience ever!!!

Free Blog #10

I'm Happy because I experiencing many situations, and everyone that loves is there for me. As to this point my boyfriend is there for me and what ever happens ,he will be next to me. We are passing though raft times but we will be next to each other no matter what. We love each other and we are going to pass this test that we are experiencing now.

Free Blog

This poem describes the joy of experiencing motherhood for the first time and knowing that in this child's life he/she loves you most of all.
Mommy Cries
© Ashley R. Smiley
The waters will still ebb and flow,The moon still pulls the tide.But nothing could be more naturally so,Than the tears from a mothers eyes.It starts the day your child is born when he's first laid upon your breast,In spite of pain from muscles worn,Heartstrings tug at your chest.Tear drops fall from sleepy eyes and trickle down your cheeks,You listen as your child first cries for your breast which he seeks.Time has passed the pain is gone; a bonding has taken place,You look at your little one; the tears still on your face.Just once more you look at him before you lay him down to sleep,You reach out for a kiss on a whim; knowing your heart is his to keep.

Source: Tears Of Motherhood, Baby Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/family/poetry.asp?poem=1231#ixzz0hbgHkfm5





The poem made me think of the day that I was in labor and that indeed I did feel the same sensation that the author described in the poem. You forget all the pain that you are having and all you want to do is to be next to her. Nothing matters and that she is the most beautiful newborn baby that there is in the whole wide world. Time flies and now she is not a newborn she now has nine months and later a year, two year, ten years and so on. When that happens, you realized that you have someone that looks up to you for help or simply to hug you and say thank you. You relize that YOU are the person that would help them in any way possible and you will lead them to a good life.

When I think of the most important person in my life.AnaSofia cames in my mind. My daughter ,AnaSofia, is my stress reliever. When I see her smile or giggle, it's when I understand that I'm the only person that understands her. I'm the only one that she will count on later in her life. No one would take care of her as I will, not even my boyfriend. I will always be next to her and support her in anyway that I can. That is when I stop say"everything that I'm doing is for her". I do not go out and only work and go to school. All the time that I have left is for her and she knows that, she can understand when I busy doing my homework, during that time she will not cry and play silently until I go over to her play with her. She loves to dance and I do to. SO I dance with her and that relieves my stress. Thank you God for giving me such a amazing daughter SHE IS THE BEST!.

Friend Ship

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out" -Walter Winchell

This qoute represents for me a true friend. Even if you make a mistake a true or real friend is besides you no matter what. Jessica, is my true friend ,she has been there for me as I will always be there for her. We were both pragnant at the same time. Our babies are one moth apart. We will always talk about our problems and have a good time together. We stop talking for a while because she move away and drop out of school.I was not happy becasue of that. Her mom would not help her and that was just mean. Around two moths ago, she look for me and since then we have talked almost everyday. Jess and I only know and can understand each other becasue we have similar lifes and we were both pregant at the same time. We can share stories of our babies and our lifes. WE are not proud ,becasue we got pregnant at a yought age but, we thank god becasue our babies are in good health. It is a hard life ,but we do not regret anything. She was there when I lost my friends and I was there when she needed me. I hope form now on that we stay best friends for ever.

Who inspires you?

Well, the person that inspires me is my daughter and also my mom. They are the most important persons in my life. They make me laugh and enjoy life better. For example, my mom would always say to my sister and I, to keep going and to be a better person, because we now have a little person that we need to look over.
My mom is has been a role model that I would like to follow. She has been there every time that I had made mistakes and she is the first one to pick me up when I have fallen. My sister has been there next to me and support me when ever I face obstacles in my life. I would never regret for having a daughter, and a mom that loves me.

Mr.Abrams !!!

Blog entries that i think that everyone whould enjoy would be----

1.Free entry

2.No entry on friday

3.Sponsor entries

4. An activity that you enjoy outside school

I all ready meet with my sponsor. She is a very cool lady and I really like her a lot. On the first day I heard everyone's story of how they started in cosmetology. She also asked me about the final project. My sponsor wented me too create it and she will only give me some ideas as too what would be better. She want's me to get better in trimming hair and to learn as much as I can.
There were happy and excited the same as me. On the second visit, I shampoo the hair of a mannequin and give her a trim as well. Just a small trim so I would have it for later on the road. I did not meet my sponsor on the past two weeks because we had our kick off event and then she needed to go to a meeting last week. She is patient and she is a really good teacher. I really enjoy having her as a sponsor.
My mom will be caming with me on my next visit and I will trim her hair. We will not pay anything and if I wan to try to color it well then I will have to pay just for the color.

Today!! :') :')

My mentor told me to change how I do my hair. (In reality, I have not done it) Nothing happen to me today,but yesterday it was the day that I saw different styles. I was shopping for baby formula and some household items. One guy was wearing a real long hair and it was all straight. Then, there was a girl that had her hair smooth, but at the same it was curly. On the top, she had a big red flower, with blues and yellow. Next to flower, there was a green rose, with black spots. Many people were staring at her and some kids were laughing at her. That made me think that I will try something new and probably will enjoy it.

"Kick of Event"

Last night, it was our "Kick of Event" in Lindenwold High. I had to introduce my future final project and also tell everyone who was my family, mentor and sponsor. A course, my mom was there and my daughter too, not to mention my boyfriend. Unfortunate, my sponsor could not make it and neither one of the other sponsors' were there and that made me sad, because they were not showing support. Well, after all we had our teachers and families their to support us. In general, the mentors were excited and we were too!. We are just with this whole adventure and I hope that this program would open the doors for everyone.